Hainan Day 14

It Sunday, suppose enjoying with my love 1 right? Haizzz but in Hainan wor... What to do? Just lunch with boss (PM) lor because he wanna go back Malaysia lor... So envy him can back see his love 1. Nevermind la... I back soon also... wait me ya ! After that, my coll say, Lets go Karaoke which very near to the restaurant we lunch.

They are liar !! They say need to go up stage and sing 1... alot people will see you sing and u need you take turn to sing... Ma De... at the end, it private room 1. See quite nice ler ! But I got some problem for the fees they charge... It very very "Melampau" !!! Only RM4 per person for 3-4 Hours time !! What the problem with the KTV?? I dont understand :p

LCD, touch screen panel for song, and quite nice environment !

Day 11 in Hainan China

Feeling not really good, maybe because not sleep well (sleep around 2am and walk up at 4am) or too many thing to do?? I believe maybe eat too much and slow down metabolism (just kidding). Alot of matter need to sort out, my job, my family, Prince, friends and my love one. Schedule of my job is known and initial plan for complete my module is end of June. But as what I know they always delay...

Eventhough after finish my module (coding part) DCS, support also need few month right? I think the earliest to completed the whole module is end of July or August. However, if the module is completed I need to also help my Coll in other modules like CARD or ET. I think I will be Hainan Boy soon. Alot thing to "Fan", alot thing to think...

Do I completed my life? or I just think too much. My Er Sau told me "You always make thing complicated" which I admit, but too much thing for me to worry. How I going to explain? Money can be earn but how about others? My friend Vincent told me before, yes you can earn money but how about others thing? Do your life just for money? ahhh that make me wonder the decision I make is right or wrong. I just know, currently I should earn some money to clear what I have owe BANK !! (Big and Legal Along)

I have no choice just to work here for quite sometime here, maybe half year or maybe a year. I dont know. But hopefully everything can be alright soon. For who I love, I just want you understand me more than others the difficulty I need to face and the loneliness me in Hainan. I am try my best to build my future and maybe your too... Physically might look very happy but do you know that the loneliness in my heart? No one know...

Do you feel that my caring is not good enough or less?

12 Days to go...

Farewell Loon

Ok.... This post is not actually a food post but yet... I only have photo of food... I am sorry I didnt even get the Farewell Boy photo... Is my fault... But we have done a farewell yesterday and hope he can have is own career path either in my company or any other company. Wish you always be cheerful and happy :)

By the way the farewell is use RMB200 (about RM100) for below food, I would sy the food is nice and ermmm I am getting fatter... serious what the... really I am getting FATTER !!! Sorry I forget to bring my 400D, I am using my Handphone for the photo, so dont complain blur ok?

A hug for you means I need you.

A kiss for you means I love you.

A call for you means I'm missing you.

Food In Hainan

I can tell you that, I eat alot this 7 days... It Crazy ... Mad ... Food here are dam cheap (consider cheap compare the portion in malaysia). Normally I should say no more than RM15 sometime RM20 but if u eat RM20 meal, I sure u get bloated :p Trust me, I am going to very fat soon., hahaha. Let me tell you the food characteristic:-

1) Oily

2) Salty

3) Alot Vegetable and Fruit

4) Cheap

I think I better post picture rather then talk so much.

Today my boss bring me eat seafood... the place was very unique but very dirty. We going to a place like "Pasar" (market) and buy the sea then beside the market got alot restaurant can help you cook. Please there are crazyly drag you to their restraurant. If you not enough strong... you will be "tarik" by them... very scary. The bill is less than RM75 hahaha OMG !! beer + so many seafood and vegi !! hahaha

Some sort like scallop (RM less than 10)

Bring Lala
Big Sotong

Chuk Sun and Prawn !

Sapu Habis !! hahaha with beer

In Saturday, I having paranoid when u speak steamboat because in one single day, I having 2 times steamboat !! hahaha but the steamboat is quite unique, tomato soup and others special soup ... It quite delicious !

Boiling the soup !

Put alot of thing !! wahaha alot fish and fish ball !

Alot of different snack and also instant noodles. Dont forget Milo and biscuit ! hahaha but all is mad from China. I almost finish the most thing... need to reload later :)

The sugar cane is sweeeeeeeet !!

This are the food that all of us take in the Haikou, Hainan. Maybe we will go to Sanya next week. Hopefully if nothing urgent thing happen, we will see you at Sanya which nice and got alot beach :) I will show you photo if we are able to go there next weekend.

Be Strong, 17 Days to go !

A part of you has grown in me.
And so you see, it's you and me
Together forever and never apart,
Maybe in distance, but never in heart.

Just for you

It came when we were not ready,
It came suddenly,
We could not deny, but we just accepted it,
We didnt know if it is gonna be good or bad, but we face it together...

Remember?
When you were down, I pulled you up,
When you were weak, I gave you my strength,
when you couldn't speak I became your voice,
When you couldn't see I became your eye,Because I love you.

We faced obstacles, but we never fall back,
Because we believed there is a future for us,
We believed, that after the rain,
We are able to see the rainbow.

I know you believe in me,
Believe how I love you,
Believe how I care for you,
For the pass, for present and for future.

A thousand miles apart did not stop us,
Stop us from loving each other,
It only flamed our love more than before,
To the max and to the highest level.

Trust me that we have faith,
Let us design our happiness,
Together,
And Forever !

Hainan Part 2

Arriving Airport and take taxi to HNA Hotel. Auyong, you are right, the taxi is... crazy hahaha they are driving like mad... no rules 1... what the... On the way to Hotel from Airport, it really unexpected, let see what I saw in the way to Hotel...

See what is that?

Oooo is 3 tyre bike wor hehehe :p

Fuii yoooo see so small car can take so much thing !

Sign board and everything in chinese ! OMG
Their petrol station is queue up so long !!! I dont know why ! Every Station

Ermmm it take about 30-40 minutes to arrive my hotel. It is quite late. It about 7pm now and I going to take my dinner. I will post my delicious food photo soon, stay tune for more updates !

The place quite nice and crowded with alot people

My Hotel... 4 star, quite nice !

Missing you and dream of you all the time... wait for me, I will be back soon.

Hainan Part 1

Hei ya... Yesterday sleep so early (12am+), because I was 14 hours in Hainan Airport ... why ah? I tell you ah, I need to transit and wait for the plane, check-in and boarding... ahhhh tired you know... Somemore I going alone :( I call myself Lonely Ranger haha... My flight is 8:20am Here my Itinerary:-

5:00 am

- Alarm Ring and friend call wake me up...

- Preparing everything.

5.30 am

- Take taxi and so sleepy

6.20 am

- Arrived Airport and Start check-in...

6:45 am

- Going to McD (Malaysia)

- I taking McSausage RM9++

7.20 am

- At boarding room waiting to board

- Call family and friends :p

8.20 am

- boarding and at aeroplane...

- food was not nice

- stew was not nice (fat and old) ZzzZzz

- I see Aeroplane wing lagi siok -_-''

12.10pm

- Arriving Guang Zhou - Bai Yun Airport

- 16 Celcius

- Walkig while taking photo

- Corridor also take everywhere

- When arriving immigration... I was caught by the immigration officers and call me to deleted all the photo take at immigration area -_-'' Hundred of people is looking at me paiseh !!

12.30pm

- Finished Transfer/Transit
- Heading toward McD that AuYong mention

- Ordering the expensive-est Combo Meal !

- Nah... the Combo Meal !

- I tell you, The Premium Grill Chicken was nice

- The Teh Ais ("Nai Char") also nice !

After Rest for about 2 hours in the McD with enjoying WiFi hahaha... then getting towards to Check-in to Hai Kou ! The departure area in Bai Yun Airport is huge and big !!

- See... part of it only... really very big de... and alot alot poeple also !

- My Gate No... 129 !

- Around 1635 Boarding !

5.10pm

- Arriving Hai Kou Mei Lan Airpot...

- Weather 22 Celcius

- Misty and the airport dont have any air craft hehehe

See already 5 something jor !! 12 hours I spend in the airport for only check in - boarding - waiting - check in - boarding ... bla bla bla.... tired like ... haizzz Stay tune for Hainan part 2 :)

God give us a test, be strong !

HNA Hotel

I was so excited that hearing my teammate CK telling me that the Hotel is very very comfortable and got LCD tv and also Internet connection... OMG I just cant believe !... Is 4 Star Hotel ! Let me curi some of his photo and post here... wait wait...

It was so nice with LCD tv...

Go sofa somemore... :) and Internet

You can visit CK's Blog for more picture. I will take using my 400D go hehehe dont worry will post for you all Hai Kou, Hainan Picture ! I so excited to go yet I so sad for missing you. Take care !

Down Again

Feeling no good today, moody and no energy ... arguement haizzz ... I just dont know why a beautiful scene can suddenly turn into very bad just few minutes (sound very funny but yet it so true) ... I just think, is that all my fault? or she dont know understand me well, yet ... I wish to be good all the time and I dont want to repeat the same mistake again like what I done before. I just dont want see anyone unhappy and sad when I am around. I did hate crying before because I dont want my love cry and unhappy... I want the person with me, they can happy go lucky all the time but I just reliase I cant.

I really dont understand girl well, or I just dont understand her well? really I dont know...

I am trying to make thing right but I know it just out of my control. Did you still remember my friendster status? "I know the day will come... I just cant control". It just like what is happening now... I think my friends was right, She told me, If you cant put down your old memory you cant start a new (I know it sound direct translation from chinese hahaa). Which I found out is was really true. Dec 09, Jan 14 scaring me... Do 25 March be another memory in my mind again?

One of my friend told me "Why you need argue in which point eaither one of you win the arguement also both of you will upset and angry, then what for argue???" I feel she was right and I think I am damn stupid in this matter.

I already give my best effort... I am sorry if I make you down again.

"It's all down to compromise..."

Hainan

Hainan, China

Let me have some research on Hainan before I going...

Hainan (Chinese: 海南) is the smallest province of the People's Republic of China (PRC), located off the southern coast of the country. It consists of several islands, the largest of which is also called Hainan Island (Hainan Dao). When speaking of "Hainan" in Chinese, it is usually the main Hainan Island that is referred to. (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hainan)

Hehehe, I think I still blur about that places, by the way I will stay at Hai Kou (will intro abit about Hai Kou in next post) ... nevermind I will explore more and take more picture there. But remember, I might not have time to go out as I been told by my senior "YOU WILL VERY BUSY !!" hahaha alright alright busy busy :p But at least can let us spend 1 day or 2 at Hainan kuah... Not so "Kuo Fen" right? hehehe

My room mate is flying there today, I wish him good luck. Hei Brother, Remember research 1st and let me know what is famous there... and not to forget like what you mention in your blog, Hainan Babe hahaha... jkjk I where got so "Miang" 1 hehehe. Wait for me my friends, I am coming soon... You will not alone.

"For every minute you are angry, you lose sixty seconds of happiness"

Lets dont angry to get back our sixty seconds of happiness. I am Sorry, If I could make you cheer up again.

5 Days to go ...

VAIO

VAIO, an acronym for Video Audio Integrated Operation, is a sub-brand for many of Sony's computer products. The branding was created to distinguish items that encompassed the use of consumer audio and video, as well as being conventional computing products. One example of this was the Sony VAIO W Series personal computer, which functioned as a regular computer and a miniature entertainment center.

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I was understand the meaning after I search from wikipedia... VAIO mean that hahaha... It also a brand for most computer lover... When I say VAIO, people will describe as wow Expensive ... Branded ... Stylish and Luxury... In term of performance, It got nothing much different, just like normal Laptop/Notebook.

So if you have extra money and dont know how to use it... then go buy VAIO hahaha... It make ur status promoted and when you bringing out to cafe people will always whisper themself "Wow... VAIO" hahaha *Applicable for people who have IT knowledge.

6 Days to go

A Wonderful Weekend

Only applied at Sunday because I work on Saturday :p Nothing much to do just wacthing movies with friends. 2 of girl friends hahaha :) I suppose can call them girl friends because there are girl :) I watch Ah Long... haha "dam chat" funny !!! One of them laugh until tears come out hahaha... Seriously, if you know Hokkien, Cantonese and Mandarin, please go and watch !!! Funny !!

After a nice and laughing session, I heading to Cempaka Seafood BBQ, It really out of my expectation that the meal cost RM64 !!! (precise abit is RM63.80)

1) Kangkung belacan

2) Fried Lala

3) Tom Yam Seafod

4) Sotong Bakar

5) Ketam Bakar

Can you imagine, the table is full of food !! Our stomach just get bloated. After the makan session, I going to some nice place for my yam cha session, It located at Cheras dont know what what hill, The yam cha place is so nice and we can see the KL night view. Ermm nice right? Who wanna join for next session? I believe you will joining me again next time :)

7 days to go...

Saturday but Work

There are long time I never work on Saturday... Feeling like wasting alot time. Although it was working but it quite flexible. I arrived office around 1pm. Hehehe. Early morning with friend parent enjoying breakfast at Klang famous Bah Kut Teh... Nice and Enjoy the session. All of us bring back half of the pig :p (you can imagine we eat how much :p)

After settle everything and go to work... rushing for Qing Dao, China Project. Heng and My Senior Yee Li will fly to Qing Dao for UAT. I think they going to drunk everyday becayse Tsing Dao Beer :p hahaha. For me, I just assign to Hainan, China Project. I am doing Airline System... wow sound interesting right? I am going to fly too... very soon 31/3/2008. OMG ! I going to miss you. But no choice to go, is instruction from bosses. Nevermind think going to earn some allowances and I hear from Yuan say that the places was very great. I will take some of the picture for you all.

Some of them mention the coffee bean was very famous and must bring back... Okok dont worry my friends, I will bring back some... anyone wanna some sov from Hainan? Dont call me to bring "Hainan Chicken Rice" ok? hahaha as my friend Heng say there is no famous Hainan Chicken rice there... hehehe. I feel exciting but yet sad... cause I will miss you and my family :) but no choice... Take it or Leave it... I choose to take it...

Everything is "Kao Tim", just waiting here to go Hainan, China.

8 Days to go...

What is Happening

I dont know what happen to me... why so like tat de... Since last year I having a continously money lost on something that not suppose to lost...

1) Accident - Ht people ass (RM300)

2) Pocket PC died - New pocket pc (RM2499)

3) Accident - Type (RM200)

4) Hard Disk Burned -(RM180)

5) 3 Summons (RM900)

6) Router burn (RM250)

7) PC burn kena ThunderStorm - New laptop (RM2999)

8) etc

Wah, what is happening to me ... I having a very bad last year... why this year also same? I going to "Tokong" and having a pray 1st... I wish bad 1 go and good 1 come. Lets pray for me... Luckily I still not hunger to died :p Maybe a good sign also... I will treat all this as my challenges :p Come la... Who scare ... (eh I just kidding... please go I dont want :p)

I always trust that:-

Good or Bad is Hard to Say.

I want to get it back double for what I lost !

Just Mee

Just a Mee and I so excited... Doesnt care it just a mee or any food... the important that I know who make the food for me. It was so great that if someone is really use the heart to prepare a special food for you. Although the process of preparing is abit mess up but at the end, the food are served in very professional manner :p Thanks to the food you done for me... I love it.

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To someone special to me:-

I dont want to make you sad but I just dont know how... I just hope you will understand me too. Sorry if I make you upset again... Remember the promise? Take the promise to stay us alive... Although apart may something different, but it wont have big different if we, ourself dont change...

I see hope on you

The decision that I have made previous, was not wrong. It is going in the right way now... Although it was not going so smooth but I know it was on the right track. If a small sacrifices exhange a great outcome, I really do.

I just hope there can be next chapter for me. I just dont want stay in the same chapter. Same like my career... I dont want to stay in the same position in same company if there is no further grow for my position. I will rather choose to leave, but if there are hopes and promises, I will try...

I know the leaving will make alot thing different, It will let me see something... something that I cant see now... something that hidden inside... Take Care.

p/s: Thanks for the song... I love it so much.

Wawasan IT

What you expect from the title of this post? The name sound weird right? I didn’t notice after this incident in some where PJ that sell alot IT stuffs. The story begins yesterday night:-

“A heavy rain and thunderstorm… (blam bla la blam). I was in office around 8 something and decide to leave. When I going back home and wish to online… I notice the computer was off (normally I was on). I try to on it but no respond (What the…). Then I go to my sister computer which can use wireless to online. But there is no signal … I try about 30min and I suspect the power supply of my computer and my wireless router are died jor… (sobs sobs). Tried to call friends and tried at their house but seem cant use… Decide to bring the router to the shop which I brought (which this Fxxxxx Wawasan IT)…”

When I arrived at the shop the shopkeeper was talking to some supplier I suppose. I was waiting him to serve me. Few minutes later…

Shopkeeper (SK) : Yes, anything can I help you?
Me : My modem cant connect to Internet and the DSL light no light.
SK : I think you need to send to claim.
ME : …
SK : Normally no DSL sure your router got problem. (I also know got problem yiew)
Me : … (He is not even check for me and assume is broken, what the…)
SK : We can’t claim for you.
Me : Why not? I brought from you -_-‘’
SK : They not allow us to claim.
Me : Why??
SK : They not allow distributor to claim, they prefer customer to claim.
Me : But I brought from you…
SK : I know but if we claim, it might more than 3months.
Me : … (Just now say cannot claim… now say if claim need 3 months)
SK : I give you the address and you go claim, near only Jalan 222
Me : … -_-‘’ (What the…)
Me : But…
SK : We cannot claim 1 you need go yourself… Nah here is the map
Me : …
SK : Sorry ah… paiseh… you need go claim yourself , more fast 1…
Me : @#%&*@#$*%

What kind of service after sales he give me?? He not even check for me what is the problem with my router, never rectify my problem and straight away call me to claim at the factory… I damn Tulxx now and I really don’t like this kind of excuses he gives… I will blacklist his shop and say:-

“Tak Nak to Wawasan IT”

p/s : Come back home, I miss you

Passport Re-new-ed

Today morning, wake up very early morning ... why ah? Aiseh do passport lor... I dam sleepy now somemore tonight need OT ... I think I might be send to China neh... My boss call me do China Visa jor... hehehe... I hope can go with a team rather go myself alone...

When going to oversea, I wish I can learn more thing and explore more in the country. I still blur actually because the plan keep changing and I still dont know which country I will go. I hope going country that safe and peaceful. At least to who are love and care for me will not worry so much. If go those country always kena boom how? Scare neh :p Will you worry too?

p/s : Passport renewed is take only 2min... OMG, Malaysia so Keng jor???? hehehe Bravo !

No Card Anymore

Promise myself that I wont use my credit card to buy thing anymore :) I going to settle my credit card in few months time since I going to go oversea jor... My boss told me, John ah... Next next week you follow me go Mandiri (the Indonesia Bank name), I was... -_-'' Ok since it must go and oversea got allowance, why not going wor right? hehehe

I might going Jakarta at least 1 month but the project is going few months... OMG... maybe I going for few months ah... OMG ... I will miss you de... really sad, cant see my friend, my parent and my love 1 (who?). But think positive, I be able earn dam alot money there... No choice to think positive... When I choose the jobs I know it will fly....

"I believe I can fly... I believe I can touch the sky..." hehehe

Next Monday I will renewing my passport... hopefully can claim from company hahaha I think can claim neh :p Wish me luck and I will always miss you de.

"I know we are miles and miles away from one another, but I always believed that as long as our souls are connected to each other, the flame of our love will burn forever. Only souls can resist death, our physical connection is meaningless."

An Amazing Man

Juts read some articles about this man, Warren Buffet. I think he is really a simple man. I dont know how true is the article. But it is quite amazing that a man without a cell phone and computer at home, driving normal car and normal house.... and able to donate 31Billion to charity... What a ... Big Heart... Salute.

Do I look too complecated? Do I always not satisfy with what I have now? I think I should learn what mean by satisfy and enough for current situation. But as a guys... need to have objective and big dream right? But I really get tired of this... I just want to have some holiday and really spend my time with friend or someone I love. But holiday? spending again hahaha... need to earn more also right? Friends and family always mention to me, Money is not everything... But I just feel that no money I really cant do anything... (maybe my thinking wrong... I should learn about it)

I think I need learn how to balance my lifestyle and starting to save more money and clear all my debts... I banyak Hutang wor... hahaha how to marry wor :p Who want to marry a guys with so much debt, Car, House, Pesonal and Study Loan. Hahaha OMG... I need adding more fuel and earn more money jor...

Trust me, next year I will able to settle it all...

Hope Everything Will Be Alright

Still in office, doing of some of my jobs. Rushing for project implementation... Still dont know when can go home. Today was a sad day for me. Everything I wish just screw up... Everything I hope doesnt work... Sad sad day... My Coll. asking me... why today look so serious and tired? I believe I just too worry about the matter. The matter just make so worry.

Trust me, I dont want this to be happen..

I hope everything can be alright soon...

p/s : I'm worried 真的 (Zhen De)

Cooking

Talk about this, some of my friends call me "Sau Pei La" -_-'' but actually I really know how to cook. Zhen De ! I am not expert but I am not dumb 2 in cooking. I use to watch my mum cook while chit chat with her (normally in dinner time). She will teach me which 1 I need to put 1st and which put last. I like to cook when I stay with my friends. But now... the kitchen is conquer by my sista jor... there is no chance for me cooking even a simple Instant Noodles -_-''

Whenever I wanna cook, my sista will ask :-

Sis : What you doing in the kitchen?

Me : I wanna cook some noodles...

Sis : Come let me cook for you

Me: -_-'' No need lor I can cook myself

Sis : No, Later you dirty my kitchen...

Me : *Fainted...

After a awhile, A delicious noodles come out with fishball, hotdog etc... Frankly, my sista cooking is already Master Level. I should learn alot from her,

For those who try my food before, please comment on the blog... ahahaha I normall will cook:-

1) Curry Chicken (my Favor)

2) ABC soup (with ikan bilis)

3) Most Type of Vegi (my mum teach)

4) Fried Rice (Learn when school time)

5) Kicap Chicken (my Ex teach)

6) Most of type chicken (learn from cook book)

7) Omellete (Any basic type)

8) Fish ("Yao Zam")

9) & are more...

I think if I not pratice now, sooner or later my skill will karat jor... hopefully next time when my sista not around, I can pratice to cook. Who wanna join the session?

Monday Blues

A lot people told me that I am very weird and very KLK (haha I suppose some of them know what that mean) because I told them Monday should be full or energy… ah… they say NO! Monday should be blues and moody :p hahaha

Why I say so? Because … after a weekend rest, we should more energy to work right? Hahaha Not agrees? Who cares hehehe. Eh I was having a great weekend last week; I just can’t believe it will happen. As I know I lose it quite sometime. That feeling! It is slowly appears in my heart…

Maybe I always trust myself; maybe I always believe…I always tell myself, “There can be a miracle when you believe”. My dear friends, are you understand my message? believe yourself and thing will happen… very soon. Just try and do something if u really treasure and cherish about him… Don’t miss this chance because there is no promise it will come again. 加油 ！

Ok today I have a new task to do… quite new to me but it shouldn’t be problem as you know that I always Smart :p hahaha By the way, I sick jor... flu jor... but not bird flu dont worry :p

幸福

Nowadays, people always say, why you so gentlement de? Why you treat people so good (especially girls :p)

But actually it was...

Sometime and Someday ago (I mean few years ago), I am actually a big bad guys which I always bully girls and hurt girls. But now I am consider a gentlement which some of my friend say de. They say I having a 320 degree change (not yet reach 360 haha if u chinese u should know what I am talking). Do I really do?

For me, there are still alot improvement that I need to improve. But I wanna thanks her... she let me know that what I'm done previous was wrong and It will hurt other and at the end, I am the one who most suffer. It is sad but it is true. However I always remember, "When you lose, dont lose the lesson". Now I'm thinking my next love one should be the most 幸福 because I wont do the mistaken again... Do my love will 幸福? I am sure it will ...

Lets Design our Happiness ~

A big surprise for me

I was very surprise that I can chat with her .... finally I really can talk to her since we lost contact for about 10 years... I cant believe that I still able to chat with her when the day she leave... She still chat to me !! OMG I was excited and I just spend an hour time with her. Talking about so call my history and current happening.

She just so cool and clam like last time when the way she talking. I still remember last time the way she talk to me it just like yesterday... but we already 10 years apart. I just wish she will have her happiness and I wish her's love 1 can give her the best just like how I do (did I do something? hahaha).

My dear friends, there is no right or wrong in any relationship. Just that we are not belong to each other... Cheer up my friend, Lets find our happiness !

Wish You OK

My friend, just want to wish you and hope you are OK right now. I know is very hard to face this kind of situation. But it already happen, we just need to accept it. Just treat the happiness that you and him going thoughas a memories. As you told me that you never regret for what you have done and what you have try, which I think this is good because at least you give a try. You should not 要求 for anything but just let it flow naturally. If it is belong to you, yes it will belong to you.

It always easy to give others advise and tips, but when come to myself, Im just a loser too. I didnt have a great relationship eaither. I just wish that all lovers and couples can really appreciate your partner and give them the best. Dont make them sad and make yourseld regret. Trust me, opportunity never come twice... Appreciate it!

I wish you will OK soon my dear friend... I truely wish ...

Farewell

Hey not mine ok? haha I just greet 2 of my friends which going to leave their company soon. Alot happiness and sadness which work in the company, but remember they pay us for work so what to do? hahaha just work lor right? I wish 2 of you have a great future in the coming company. Be yourself and do your best !

But I think in the new company please make sure u got such good attitude:-

- Hardworking (I always do :p)

- Team work (You learn from me hehe)

- Talkactive (Not too talkactive like me but please open your golden mouth)

- warmhearted (Ready for helping people)

- Stop Gossiping (This what we always do right? hehe)

- Stop Backstab (Dont ever backstab anyone, I hate this very much)

- No Chatting (YM, MSN etc which I think no 1 can do right? hahaha)

- No Blogging (Opss is not me ok? hehehe)

So, just remember, Do your job la... hahahaha "Focus" and develiver a good quality of work just like JT ;) Good Luck !

Rainy Day

Rainy day, I am dam wet because of the stupid rain… It reminds me back a lot of unhappy thing. I still remember she told me “You want, doesn't mean I want, you understand?” The word are damn hurt to me. There are 2 girls speaking the same statement to me and these 2 girls are very important in my life.

Do I seem demanding? I don’t know, I just feel that I want to share what I love to them. Same thing happen, I will love what they love too. I am trying my best to make thing happen but every time I try hard, it won’t be success… I need a way to make thing works… can anyone advise? Do I always pressure my love 1? Do I? haizzz… I don’t like raining day… always make me feel sad.

It is so near but yet so far~

However, I know what I am doing is right and My Happiness will begin soon... trust me, it is going to work this time.

This maybe the period where both of us need to adjust to each other's character, attitude etc. It maybe a hard time, but I trust myself...

Happy Donut

Once upon a time... eh.. What the... hahaha I not going to writing those old old story hahaha. A very happy day with a Happy Donut. I think she just excited like getting a diamond ring yesterday (of course diamond is more valuable, but the feeling is just like getting a 5 kart diamond). Eh wake up... it just a donut ok? hahaha a big ring maybe :p

I didnt know that a pieces of donut (ermm I mean she ate 2 and half, -_-'' ) can make a person so high and excited hahaha. I believe is sugar... did you study before? high sugar make people high? The donut is just a so sweet but if u ask me who sweet-er? ermm definate... is the donut la... hahaha... (dont mad ok? I just telling the true, hehehe).

Sweet is not enough to describe her, she just h** and s*** like nobody else... (ermm I try to lie, I am not sure she know it or not, hehe). I truely and honestly 1... no tipu tipu 1...

Wish everyday just like a Happy Donut day...

Take a deep breath

"It is so near but yet so far, I can touch you but I can't feel you"

I think I will stop a while for blogging this few days or weeks. I not feeling good to share out my feeling right now. I just feeling to keep myself until it feel better and I will share it out. Sorry guys and girls that I am not able to make you all laugh right now.

"There are two primary choices in life: to accept conditions as they exist, or accept the responsibility for changing."

"The first step toward change is awareness, the second step is acceptance." do you agree?

Great Team

I always the lucky one when come to working environment... Since my 1st jobs everything is just smooth and nice... I believe this might be my previous life is a good guys or girls :) That why I was so lucky can get a good team for every new jobs. I still remember in previous company that all my team is great and supportive. I really appreciate.

I new in the company and environment (but i am not young anymore ok?). I need time and team to guide me thru the process. I believe my self, just let me sometime I can perform it very well. I dont let my team dissapointed. They are just friendly and helpful. In others hand, I got a very good bosses (including PM). I got Angpow from them !! eh not because this ok? haha they very kind and the way they work is not by ordering... is by disscusing which I love it alot. They pratices Relational Leadership and Productivity Leadership. Which I always look for it.

It a great start for me... Keep it up Johntim... yes you can do it...

I wont let you dissapointed...

I wont let you eat grass fried sand with flower :)

Gown/Dress

A woman's dress, usually with a close-fitting bodice and a long flared skirt, often worn on formal occasions

I love girl in gown/dress … why ah? Don't know neh, I just feel that it look great… I think wearing a gown/dress is a privilege for girls’ right? Hahaha actually I also wear before when I was performing some drama. It is quite weird when men wear it. LOL

I think most of men love girl in gown/dress right? Ermm I assumed la :p Eh not assume neh, I did ask a lot guys friend, they also agree !! hahaha I know that a lot girls don’t like wear because it is not comfortable… want to open leg big big la banyak susah… wanna kick people la… wanna run fast also cannot la :p this might be the limitation. Anymore reason why you all (girls) don’t like wear dress ah?

But remember, when you dress up so nice, please make sure you all wear high-heel shoe. If not ah, your leg and your movement wont be nice de… trust me

You are damn great in Dress! Trust me

Old jor lor

Hei ya... Thanks for the wishes that you all give... Hahaha I so tak malu, put in MSN and YM "Happy birthday to me"... hahaha everyone is message me Happy Birthday... Siok ! Pai seh la...

Alot friends ask me what is yesterday celebration... Go where celebrate ah? Go with who ah? right? Ok let you all know la...

I going Kayu Ara eat my favor Nasi Lemak Rendang Daging with friend... it was my favor since few years ago. Great food and very resonable price.

After that we going BU to watch movie with 3 of friends ... Jumper konon nya... it just like a frog :p Jump here and there... need a good imagination to watch this movies... Quite nice... Rate : 6/10

Thanks to who give me have a wonderful Birthday...

note: I saw my ex (yuan) at 1U before movie start... hoho... paiseh hor :)

"I saw her when I with her"

Surprise for me, Ermmm

Hei Ya... My Birthday today neh... Wish me happy birthday faster, fast ! Hehehe present neh? give la.. Hahaha It was a great birthday this year... 11.15pm 17 Feb 2008 I already receive my 1st Birthday Cake... wahaha It was so sweet and nice feeling in my heart. Thanks.... but...

Nice ma?

Polish abit ur LYING skill abit ok? you are just too honest and innocent... you cant lie :) hahaha.. I think you need to learn from me about lying skill... because I am damn good in this area. But anywhere, thank for your cake and everything...

Tonight... I still dont know where I am going... Who want to invite me to dinner? haha Make appointment 1st, 1st come 1st serve basis.

I wish I am the one who give you 100%