No Lunch

Everyone is out for lunch and only me stay in office because I have no feeling to eat anything Hahaha. Just chat with old friend, about my current lifestyle and future planning.

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Me : I am very tired currently,

Me : In term of physically and mentally...

Friend: What is your problem?

Me : Haizz I dont know what actually I want...

Me : Seem everything is not good for me

Friend: Only new hope, and new excitement can calm you.

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Talk about hope? excitement... It seem not so exicting anymore. Maybe numb liao kuah. I also dont know... I think I need bring back my excitement in my life... else I will like a salt fish. Where all my dream go? How I am going to achieve it?... I wonder...

... and I still wonder...

Time In Malaysia

Already second week I stay in Malaysia, Although alot arguement but still I feeling happy with all day in Malaysia. And I am thinking how to stop or reducing arguement ...

*ermmm

Dont know... Really dont know how to handle hahaha... Maybe time pass by and by understanding each other more, the arguement will be reduce. I hope so and I seriously hope...

A bad news is I getting fatter, from 66KG and I become 70KG right now... I just cant control when I at Hainan (Malaysia also la... hehehe). Delicious, Tasty, Oil ... bla bla bla ... How to "Tahan" you tell me !!! Today is my 1st day Detoxification. I hope I can able to "Tahan" for another 2 more days. At least I can become 68 KG lor... hahaha **Please dont push me down the hill if I cannot reduce my weight.

Wish me success in my 10th Time Detoxification Ya... Gam Ba Teh !!

p/s: Some funny photo taken in Hainan with my roommate

Cowboy Death Match, Who Will Win? Using Banana hahaha :p

Total Dissapointed

"When you are trying make the thing better, no one appreciated it"

"When you try to put so much effort on it, at the end... people will think you are wrong"

"Did you ever ask yourself, why people change?"

"Did you ever ask yourself, what is going wrong?"

"Why just looking on people weakness?"

I feel so funny but yet I am so sad and disappointed.

Fong Kong

Fong Kong lor... so excited la... tomorrow is my last day for this trips. I "might" be free in Malaysia for 1 months... not confirm yet but I hope. At least I can spend more time with my family and love one. I am thinking... If really going back for 1 month:-

1) How should I spend my time?
2) What food should I eat?
3) Where should I go?
4) What task I will do in office?
5) What should I do?
6) etc...

So many thing I need to do... start from 31 March 2008 until now... I not really stay in Malaysia for longer period... mostly 5-10 days. I hope this time I can finish the thing I want to do. Not forget I will continue back my JT (jungle tracking) session and Detoxification =)

Malaysia, Ayam Kambing Bag ! (I am Coming Back !)

p/s: 加油 add oil for tonight Badminton Games !

Surprise Me

The word hit on my head. I cannot imagine that she telling me that. I always think that she dont know how to think and always act like kids. But what she told me just now, it really surprise me. How can this word come from her? I stun and think about it for awhile, yes... she is right ! Thanks for the word...

"You are the one who teach me to be positive thinking, but what happen to you now?"

I will think about it and I promise you I will be more positive and cheerful YA...

p/s: Good night baby and sleep tight... 831

Good Leader or Bad Leader

The title of this post maybe be quite long but it is a interesting topic. I have working experience for about 6 years and I have learn something in Master study, I did have some opinion to write about this. I experience what is call a good and what is bad one. Sometime it is very abstract to describe them but in overall I have my own defination. Leader not mean to be company boss or president. It can be senior, people who guide us or even our coll it. Do you have a great leader or are you a great leader?

1) Communication Skill

- As a leader, communication is very much important. Do you agreed? If you cant communicate with your own subordinate, how you going to handle them? Think about it. Communicate is not ordering, If you used to order ur staff that is not ordering =)

2) Forgiveness / Tolerance / Reponsiblity

- This is intresting, I catogeries them as one because there are related the leader personality. Let say:- when your subordinate doing a big mistake and your boss is screwing you. What should you respond?

Good Leader : Take the responsiblity and after that disscuss with ur subordinate what is going wrong

Bad Leader : Blame your staff and start to covering your ass =)

3) View / Decision Making

- Decision or view cant evaluate from the person behaviour. Take me as example, dont look at my weakeness... try to look my strength to evaluate me rather than always look at my weakness right? Same like you ! If you are senior or leader next time... dont decide a person from their weakness... But disscuss with them and talk nicely about the improvement that can be.

4) Working Attitude

- I like my current leader... which my PM now. He dam busy but he still can spare sometime for relax and play sports with us. He always told us "Work Hard when you are working and Play Hard when you are playing". I like it.

Good Leader: Always disscuss with you about jobs/taks rather just ordering.

Bad Leader: Ordering you to work without consider ur situation and problem u have.

There are actually alot more way to differentiate a good and bad 1... Are you having a good leader right? Appreciate if u have and if you dont? I suggest you try to do something about it :)

p/s: Friend, work is work but take sometime to relax ok? Dont do until no time to rest. Take care your health.

Beijing 080808 and Hainan 100

So Special... A Special Day... Today is Beijing Olympic 2008 Game Opening Ceremony and also my 100 Days in Hainan, China (HNA).
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I think I should celebrate it :) Remember to turn your TV on and lets watch Olympic 2008 Game Opening Ceremony together :)

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p/s: 7 Days to go

How Am I Supposed to Live Without You

I just want to tell you ... How Am I Supposed to Live Without You ...


From Michael Bolton

I could hardly believe it
When I heard the news today
I had to come and get it straight from you
They said you were leavin'
Someone swept you heart away
From the look upon your face I see it's true
So tell me all about it, tell me 'bout the plans you're makin'
Then tell me one thing more before I go

Tell me how am I supposed to live without you
Now that I've been lovin' you so long
How am I supposed to live without you
How am I supposed to carry on
When all that I've been livin' for is gone

I didn't come here for cryin'
Didn't come here to breakdown
It's just a dream of mine is coming to an end
An how can I blame you
When I built my world around
The hope that someday we'd be so much more than friends
And I don't wanna know the price I'm gonna pay for dreaming
When even now it's more than I can take

And I don't wanna face the price I'm gonna pay for dreaming
Now that your dream has come true

Financially Unstable

Wah look at my new post title... scare or not... Not la... actually I have abit headache on this problem. Money !! Try to earn but at the end nothing I can save. Very sad you know hahaha everymonth salary come out, Click Click Click the Maybank2u ... left abit makan for myself... Somemore I reliase problem always come to poor poeple. Just like the conversation with my bro.

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Me : Hi Bro, currently damn poor la..

Bro : Why, I tot you very rich 1

Me : Rich ur ass la... where got... sien...

Bro : What happen Bro?

Me : Last month go to see skin specialist, Money again -_-''

Bro : ...

Me : Yala... Old 1 not clear yet new one come again

Bro : Hahaha, kang tao always looking to poor guy

Me : ....

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'Kang Tao' define as problem in hokkien, I agreed with what my bro say, when you are poor and no money problem will come to you automatically... trust me :) So... my brother call me to get rich faster then no more kang tao hahahaha...

I am the One

I dont want to explain anymore about everything that happen. Take it as I am the One who broken promise. I am the One who doing all the bad thing and I am the bad guys. I dont know what should I explain and what should I talk...

There is too much mistrust and missunderstanding... Until now... me, myself also dont understand myself... I am sure 'you' wont understand me as well... I think I might not be a good partner to be together. Trust me... That why I always failed in every relationship.

What is my future?... I dont dare to think about it... I might as well just focus on my career 1st... Take care... and I hope I can be strong enough to handle this situation... I hope you as well.

p/s: 831

Pinyin - Translator

I finding myself hard to communicate with my colleagues in China. In term of speaking I no problem but come to writing, seriously I think it is a problem for me. I starting to think what is the best way to learn Chinese fast... and able to read what they write. I try a lot method like Google Translate and Transtar 7.0. It help but sometime funny word will come out :) Why my boss sending me to China??? Hahaha I think there must be a reason :)

Today while chatting with one of my colleague, she written a Chinese word. Bo Bian, I need to search in Internet. In the Internet I find some interesting website. <Chinese Pinyin> This website let me think of something. Give me a 'Idea' to do a Pinyin translator...

I starting to work out this thing tonight... Using VB6 and Ms Access (Testing 1st) . Dot Net I dont know neh... Just do a simple conversion from Chinese word to Pinyin 1st then later will improve it. Hope I can get something done and can improve on the communication problem. What should I name the program har... What name should I use ah? Comment la... :)

p/s: It something like this <Pinyin Translator> I wish I can do something like this.