Living

I have alot unanswer question and I decided to ask one of my trusted friend. Why and How?... She just telling me a very simple sentences and it solved all my unanswer questions.

"We actually living in the world who have too much question to be answer, even some questions did not have a precise answer to it, why you bother so much to think Why and How?"

It was true that some question really not have an answer. Example, why I do this, why this happen? How long I need to be bettter again? Do you think I can answer this? I really cant give a precisely answer to some of my question right now... It better to leave unanswer or unknown than unhappy when you think about it.

This thought maybe can help me solve one of my problem. It flash back alot of thing that I done previously. Which I think it was wrong. I keep finding answer to all my question to make myself happy and satisfy. This doesnt help but it make me very frus whenever I cant get the answer that I want. Now I learn to be "left it unanswer than make myself unhappy". Thanks alot my friend.

Do whatever you need to do while you still can do it. Meaningful right? This will be my principle right now. Do whatever I want to do... Hope it really help me to move out all my uncertainty.

p/s: Sorry for my reader who waiting another Model post. Promise that tomorrow I will post it out. Stay tune.

Happiness is an option

I still believe Happiness is on your hand, you can too be happy, but is also a option for youself... if u choose to be sad... then of coz you will be sad. I choose to be happy and having fun right now not because I really happy... but this is the choose to be. I dont want whoever care of me, worry about me and upset about what is happening.

Alot plan is planned during this holiday... But it seem that not feel good with that. However I will stick to that... go ahead... Maybe take some abstract photo in somewhere and share it out with my friends.

Quite busy with work nowadays + photographing with my best buddy. We got alot good quality and bad photo. But overall satisfy... there is another model - "Shy" will post soon. Let you all digest Loopy 1st. Everything is in place and hope it will continue... Just wish thing will be better in time.

p/s: Thanks alot to my friends who always accompany me thru out the hard time that I face. Wish thing can be in place soon, very soon I believe.

Loopy Da Model !

Very honor that Loopy is willing become our model... Hahaha Loopy, Win win ok? We taken nice photo for you and we can improve our skillset, not bad right? For 1st time we will shoot it for free... second time need to count money jor de lor =) Hahaha

It seem not bad... We got some nice photo to share... I filter out from the total of 160 picture ... around 50+ is "able to see poeple". How about Auyong CK? I think you take around 300+... Hahaha However is was a great shooting with you guys. Sorry Chun Keat we dont have any nice picture of you. Next time I take nice 1 for you =)

I am lazy to upload photo here... just give you some preview here... You can view by clicking this Loopy Da Model link to view the full album. Enjoy Ya ! Take some tissue ah guys... nose bleeding ah =)







p/s: Dont complain.... I know you will ask me why got auyong CK and my photo :p

Forget

Forget the times she walked by,
Forget the times she made you sad,

Forget the times she spoke your name,
Remember now your not the same.

Forget the times she held your hand,
Forget the sweet things if you can,

Forget the times & don’t pretend,
Remember now she’s just your friend...

Am I able to forget you? I will try...

Some Picture to Share

As AuyongCK and Little Notebook style... they always add some motivation or meaningful word inside the photo... From now... I also want to follow... =)

Be Myself

Sometime I really stupid... stupidly do stupid things.

I just want to be myself again...
I should stop doing something that stupid.
I should learn to begin with my new life and forget about the past.
I know what is next...

I would say that its ... for everything

*moving forward...

From now on... I promise will blog about happier and positive post... Stay tune. I PROMISE.

Confuse

I am talking about confuse not confucius ok? =) Serious abit. Did you all ever do something that you might think is correct but at the end you regret what you are doing? I have a plan which I think is perfect, but in the end of success... I regret what I done... That confuse right? Something like you decide to cook nasi lemak... at the end... you actually dont like nasi lemak... what the...

I reliase that, it shouldnt work that way... I want to undo, I tried... but is too late... what is done is done... there are not like Ms Word to undo changes as you wish too.

I regret (from the bottom of my broken heart) but in the same time if the thing I want to achieve is achieved... I feel good. Is not about sacrifice (I am not so Wai Dai)... is about the love... Is about the best thing that you can do to your love one... But however I just cant lie to you... I just want you to know everything is not like what you think...

I know you want me to be a better person, I wont let you down. I will moving forward to achieve my dream and what I want. To be a better person and to better lover in the future... No matter what is happening, I promise I will be the cheerful one as what I am... talkactive and romantic =)

Thanks to my friend and family who always beside me when I need you all right now. I am grateful that I still have you all. Thank god for the give all this. I believe all problem that I face now is just to prepare myself to handle some bigger in future.

When there is no hope, I will be the hope,
When there is no light, I will be the light,
When there is no love, I willing to be yours...

Memories

Sometime when we think about memories that we experience with person that you trust (friends) or family and love one, it bring a smile at your face. I just did it =) It flashing back happiness that I am been though with you. I am very happy. The path that we been though and how I help them to grown up and bring them to be a successful one. I feel great.

Someone did told me, nothing is forever... It really open my mind... what about plastic :p Hahaha I just kidding. I am sure there is something hidden in this sentences. However I believe in forever love Hahaha... Romantic right? or you just think I am dumb? Hahaha I still what I am, ok?... Maybe Im born to be romantic? Mat Romeo -_-'' Hahaha (beh paiseh)

They always compare... If you are couples... who should be the initiative one... who should be romantic one... or who should be the one who giving surprises... arguement and debate around... girl, boy or balances? For me, I, myself... do it all Hahaha... I like to see my love one happy... I like to see person I trust be happy... No matter you are my love 1 or my friend, I just want to see you happy whenever you are with me... hei... people who know me give some comment la... I always do it right? Hahaha

We should always be happy... We should be live to the fullest when we are still able... I learning the process of enjoying my life althought I having financial and relationship problem. So old jor neh... Still dont learn meh... when I will be grown up ah ahhhhhh !

A silent night... A peaceful night... What in my heart... I still love you... frankly... no matter what is happening in future... Our love never will erase in my heart. I wish everything will be fine... soon? I dont know...

Night night... Johntim... Tomorrow will be good, better and the best !

Thought

Having alot of thought in my mind. Keep processing repeatly. These day, quite focus on working. Things are getting more and time is getting less. But for me, rest is still important. That why I choose to go back earlier. Resting is for the futher journey =)

But however, in home I didnt get good rest also. Interm of mentally. Problem always like me, always stick with me. I dont know why, maybe god train me by solving all this? I dont know. I patiently solve and I hope I can handle this well.

One of the thought I having now is, how effectively we can use Love and Care in our life with our family and love one? Do love mean let them do whatever they like without worrying? Or do love mean care and worry what they are doing? I think there must be balance on this... but how to define the balance? You might think is over but maybe I might think it just perfectly great. It all depend on individual... but if it not compliance (machine language :p) it will become very harder.

Dont wish to think so much of this right now since I really tired (sick, abit fever and sore throat) with all this question and answer...

p/s: I start to stop imagine my beautiful dream.