Yes but no if, I just broke your heart just like that

Beautiful Sunday, For me and for you. A relief or I would call it release of feeling in our heart. At last, thing are happen and everything is too late. Too late for sorry and too late to recover. I still remember same month in 2007. I having this kind of feeling too, but as time pass and I been grown up, I think I can handle well this time.

It shouldnt even started in the 1st place because all this while, I am not ready yet. Why say so? I am not ready yet a better man. I am still the one emotion and uncontrollable person (scary huh). I dont want thing turn this way but maybe I still cant make it in the right way, my fault. Maybe I should take some break for myself. I should concentrate more on my career which currently really bad right now =)

Concern that disscuss is still confuse in my mind... I am selfish? Do I just think of myself? It make me confuse, I thought all the time I been thinking how to improved and hope to have a better relationship?... This was my mistake, and I not event know until today. Maybe I should really think about it... Think about what I been done all the time.

Thanks for the wonderful year you given to me. It was my happiest day in my life. Of course do remember to take care yourself and always happy.