Meaningful Saturday

Its was a tiring Saturday. Since morning until now, my schedule was so pack. I think I should list out to be more easier to explain:-

Morning
730am : Wake up and ready to Jungle Tracking with Prince
830am : Reached Bukit Gasing and meet up Rocky and Amanda and Start Tracking
1030am : Finish Tracking Yam Cha session.
1130am : Reached home and bath with Prince and myself
100pm : Take nap until 2pm



It was so long I have not join the Tracking with Amanda and Rocky. This was because I think Saturday should be a restful day for me... I normally going alone to Tracking on Sunday 10am. That was more comfortable because I can sleep late abit. However tracking alone abit boring and I think tracking in group are more fun =) Thanks Rocky for the photo.

Afternoon & Night
300pm : Going hair cut at seksyen 17.
345pm : Heading back to Sekinchan as promise.
400pm : Starting enjoy music at Car (AT40 at fly fm)
530pm : Reached Sekinchan
600pm : Jogging with my Dad at Paddy fields.
645pm : Dinner and Chit chat with my family at home - feel warm
745pm : Watching TV with family at home
1000pm : Going to Mini Concert at Sekinchan -_-'' with family
1130pm : Reach home and start blogging.

Actually the event are organize by the temple to celebrate for something. It hiring some Singer and Dancer to sing. We going together and eat and enjoy the music there. Although it not as hot as Lee Hom or Justin Timberland but we are enjoying there singing and dancing.

I have some pretty funny conversation with 2 of my sista :-

Elder Sista & Younger Sista (ES&YS)

*Whispering about some singer from KL

Johntim (JT) : Hei, who the hell is coming to sing?

ES&YS : Chili and Tomato

JT : What the?? Chili Tomato? Okok

10min later after eating, we heading near to the stage.

JT : What is the singer name just now? Oren and Apple?

ES&YS : *fainted and sweating

JT : What?

YS : Slap my shoulder and shout "Chili and Tomato" la...

JT : Ohhhh Sorry sorry... I forget liao

I think next time after I expert with my guitar... I will form a team call "Banana and Coconut" with Auyong hahaha, how is the idea huh? Hahaha, thats was my pack Saturday schedule. Good night blogger =) Sweet Dream.

Time really can heal

Just chat with a friend regarding this topic. We always believe time will heal any possible pain especially heartache in relationship. When time pass by... it actually heal you slowly from what you been hurt so deeply previously. Trust me... it will heal you from your broken heart... dont ask me when... ask yourself...

It can be fast when you found someone who really care and love you when you in heartache situation... You will be heal faster. I am the one who can prove this concept work. I Still remember 2 years also 2007... Someone did heal me from my broken heart. I am standing strong with her love and confident. I stand up again. I am sure it apply to you too.

I never dream of any possible ending in this way. Really out of my expectation but I know no 1 are able to predict what is going on next or future... Just appreciate what we have now. I am learning to appreciate and to love once more. I hope you too.

I am starting to entering my new journey... are you ready to move on?

My wish still the same... hope to see you smile and cheer up again.

Good night my reader, Sweet dream~

Love Thingy

Just finished chat with some old friend. We talk about work, we talk about family, we talk about friend and not forget we did discuss about Relationship matter. Both of us having deep taught on Love thingy. It such a complicated and it is really hard to understand. We having same thought that we are insecure about love.

I mean the above because we are no confident on love anymore. Whenever you try to love someone, you will use alot courage and effort. At the end, what we really have? Nothing but a heartache and loneliness... You wont feel loneliness if you in lonely... you get what I mean? If you never been taste sweetness before... you will never know how bitter are there. right?

I just wish myself in bitter all the time... and that will make me not bitter at all because I dont know what is sweetness... I dont know you understand but this is what I want to express... I really wish thing can be more easy and smooth but I know when come to relationship matter... it is not easy anymore...

Just remember this...
God usually let us meet the wrong first before the right one.

Hard work did pay back

I mean when you really strive to your best, it will some how happen. Thanks you that always remind me to strive to my best. Which now I saw some pay back. 5 months effort is not waste, I happy with what I get now.

However in the same time, I will feel scare that I might unable to handle with what is coming soon. But as what I mention, I will use all my effort to achieve what I want. Human are sometime funny, when you dont have, you will want it... but when you have it you will worry this and that... In term of work and love is still the same. Funny...

I still walk steadily but I know the road in front is not easy. However, life is goes on, cant think too much, face it and take the challenges is what I need to do. Add oil !

p/s: I still wish the best for you

You're Angel, I'm Demon

I just watched Angels and Demons today with friends. It quite nice but too much talking (you need this because it all clues). If you dont like talking talking talking maybe you will feel sien. It also touch alot religion issues in the movie. I like the way they take the movie quite unique, action are very much too. It just like Davinci Code, and if you like investigation, you must watch this (maybe you dont know what they talking if you are the blur 1 , yes I am saying you)

But it modify too much from book as what Yuan saying. "Book is more interesting than movie", she quoted. It make me got the urge to buy the book and read =)

I am waiting for Terminator Salvation, Night in Museum and Tranformer =)

Anyone wanna join?

What is Life

I think alot poeple dont understand what is life is... seriously no jokes... However is not my business also, who care? I am not angry, dont worry... I just abit not understand.

I shouldnt care so much about poeple who not love themself. I rather delete (which I deleted) and block any possiblity (which already blocked) status or message to see their stupid action. I didnt care but I really dont understand that so much people are fighting their life against death but someone just dont appreciate their life and play a fool with their health.

Who care? If you yourself dont care? Who should care for you?

Sympathy can only used for people who love themself. Dont worry, I wont see any update from you anymore. Do whatever you think stupid enough to ruin yourself and life... You dont care and Nobody will care.

p/s: no 1 want to see their love 1 to be like this

Lepaking in Sekinchan

Happening, 4 idiots lepak, jam, guitar and eat at Sekinchan. Who say Monday need to be blue? We having green Monday in Sekinchan + abit blue from sky :p Our journey started at 530am Dimsum session =) and ended 4pm. Take alot of photo. Nice 1, not nice 1, over exposure, too dark... apa apa pun ada but the important is we enjoy the journey, right guys?. Forget about everything unhappy, pressure, no money etc etc and we just enjoy very much at Sekinchan.

Here are picture that I want to share. I am sure you will like all the picture =)

There are more photos available in Auyong CK blog. Enjoy and Lets plan for another trips =) Where we should go guys?

Are you Aqua Man?

Are you Aqua Man? I believe it 80% match my criteria =) I love this articles... Of coz it is not written by me. If you are someone close with me... I think you will agreed with all this =)

AQUARIUS MAN

Hot-hearted man who likes to do thing his way. He can suddenly decide to do something without thinking of it's outcome. He is the type of guy with an inside energizer, so if you fall in love with this type of guy be "patient", even if you have to follow him a bit. His creative mind could create fantastic idea any time. If you do not understand or can not follow him, you won't be with him for long. A man in this Zodiac will less likely to have a pale skin, and if he has a scar, it would be on his face or on his head. He moves very fast and very energetic, and he has a very self confident in himself. He loves justice. He dares to show his opinion or even argue about certain subject even he knows it might bring him problems. A straight forward type of guy.

He is gifted with the ability to be a very social person. He could talk even about subject that he has no knowledge of. He interests only at the present time and look at the world positively. Many times he feels hurt because of reality, but he will not run away and he will overcome that difficulty.

Even he is a high and self confident type and center his own thought as a main focus, but at the same time he is a kind, cute and polite guy. He certainly is not a mean person. He likes to help people who are in troubles even he is not asked to. He is the type who feels sorry if you remember bad things he said to you that he had already forgotten, but you did not. Belief him that he is very sorry and give him another chance.

Once he decides to do something, he will put all his mind and energy in it either in his "Work", or "Love". He is the type who gamble anything in the casino, so do not even take him there. He does not like pessimistic, low energy, and depress person, especially no brain. Strangely he like to overpowered this type of people to assure that he is more superior.

If you date this kind of guy, do not or avoid showing your face to him with face pack, face mask, always be presentable, nice and cute. If he is quiet not because he is shy, but he is only quietly thinking. If you have a chance to ask his X-girlfriend, she will tell you that he is not a shy or quiet type. If he is really and truly in love with you, he will never lie to you at all. How do you know if he loves you, bet on your faith! Love him and treat him steadily and do not try to find anything to argue with him, he will be with you for sure.

If you are his lover or girlfriend and need to tell him something, go and say it out loud and straight forward because he hate long boring story. He hate to play games, chasing for love or being chased, so let him call you first. He likes a confident woman who also a good follower. If he gets mad at you, let him be for only a short time he will be normal again. You have to like and be able to get along with his friends, but he does not have to do so with all your friends.

Don't ever think you could make him jealous by flirting with other man, he will just leave instead of making a scene because he is a confident man and has to be the first in everything.

My Life Would Suck Without You

Just finished Sekinchan trip with 3 of Nikonian. Taking alots of photo and waiting to share after editing. Ok then let me tell you something about AT40.

Last weekend, I was sending my car to wash. At the shop, Fly Fm is playing. At that time, it was The official Radio of American Top (AT) 40 with Ryan Seacrest is playing. I was suprise that most of the song is pretty great and I like most of them. After that I am try to visiting Fly fm website and found out AT40 website. Listen 1 by 1 in you tube. It make my weekend become meaningful. Of coz as mention previous post, I also busy with others stuff.

Found out a nice song at AT40 and wanted to share out with you. I like the lyrics, especially the highlighted red.

Kelly Clarkson
My Life Would Suck Without You

Guess this means you're sorry
You're standing at my door
Guess this means you take back
All you said before
Like how much you wanted
Anyone but me
Said you'd never come back
But here you are again

'Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you

Maybe I was stupid for telling you goodbye
Maybe I was wrong for tryin' to pick a fight
I know that I've got issues
But you're pretty messed up too
Either way, I found out I'm nothing without you

'Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you

Being with you
Is so disfunctional
I really shouldn't miss you
But I can’t let you go
Oh yeah

'Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you

'Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
You got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you

Happy Mother's Day 09

Ahhh Today is mother's day... Let me wish my mum Happy mother's day 1st ! I going to call her and tell her I love you :p Okies... Actually we already celebrate last weekend due to "dont to be so pack with others" concept, so we did celebrate it earlier. Ermmm good because today dam free. I would really thanks to my mum (of coz dad, but let me talk about mum 1st :p) for the care all over my 20+ years (of coz i wont let you know how old I am :p). Everytime I fall you always pull me up... always... I would thanks again for the continuos caring and support and never let me fall. I wil post some picture I took last week, filter out only post few picture.

Friend are telling me "Pain is mysterious, by having fun is the best way to forget it". I did try this method and it work fine for me. I am so busy with friends - movies, photgraphing, yam cha-ing and gaming. Good try... I think this method can help me find back my way. I wacthed Star Trex and it was out of my expectation that the movie was so nice. 2 hours and 15 mins. I tot I will fall sleep because is 11pm movie. I give the movie 7/10. Today I watched X-Men ! My favor movie !.. Nice movies and Hugh Jackman very man in that movies. Love it.

Tomorrow I will having fun with my friends (Ah Lian, Stanley and Auyong CK - Certified of Singlelinggam) at Sekinchan. Why? Because we are on holiday (Monday in lieu of Wesak Day) ! Hahaha. Photographing, Seafood-ing, Guitar-ing, Rojak-ing and etc... Of coz dont forget breakfast with my Dad and my Mum !

p/s : Ah Lian, want us to act like 山脚下男孩 (san jiao sia nan hai) at paddy field meh -_-'' I abit sweat now. You act FIR with stanley and Auyong CK

Is over... is all over

What are you thinking? I mean my detox process is over =) Thank God that I still alive =) and of coz my buddy Auyong CK and he really made it till this point... 66 hours never take any foods... 6hours remaining ~ Great effort, determination and will power ! Seldom guys can really success in this process... so far... my brother, heng and auyong who success... other all 打包.

There are too much thing in my head now. Big Mac, Nasi Lemak Paramount, Bah Kut Teh, Dim Sum, Mamak food... etc etc... but what to do... Tomorrow only can take some light soup. Forget about all other food 1st. Thanks my sista who preparing me juices and soup ! Carrot, Tomato, Potato, Onion and Ikan Bilis Soup ! arghhhhhhhhh ABC my favor soup !! Yummy !

I hope, I can have the will power like detox power to overcome all my obstacles. I wish everything will be fine. "Buang semua toxic... itulah satu permulaan yang bagus." Cant wait tomorrow morning... my soup !

This are my breakfast at 8am 09 May 2009 =)

Detoxification

I lost count how may time I doing detoxification. Probably about 10 times. My detox purpose is actually for my health (hahaha slimming it is?) Most probably I will detox myself but surprisely this time, my buddy Auyong CK accompany me to detox. He also want to be healthty (or slimming? hahaha). Thanks for buying me the fruits and vegetables at pasar (60 green Apples, 24 Carrot and Tomatoes, and 12 Cucumbers). I hope you wont give up ya ! Hahaha Just 3 days !

This are those material that we need to detox =) Probably not enough for 3 days. Dont give up ya ! Determination ! We can do it !

Dim Sum

Omg ... it is look tempting to you? ermmm I believe so... I took this photo quite long ago and now I share with you. Dont ask me the restaurant name, I just remember somewhere in Tmn Connaught. Going alone haha but who cares... Some comments on below about the environment and food:-

Cleanliness = 7/10
Tastiness = 5/10
Services = 6/10
Price = Average (dont know how much per plate)

I enjoy the tea very much

Beautiful Ending

It wasnt a ending we wish too, from the expression you given to me. But at least something that reach the end. We might not seeing each other anymore or maybe when there is chance to meet up somewhere on the road, HI will be use... Sad right? from a perfect turn to be ugly... That not a real ending we want.

What will be the last word you will tell someone? Something like you know they will die and what will you tell them? I cant deliver what I want, seriously. I just hug without any word... I cant speak out what I want and I cant promising anything that in my heart. I just wish, with my hug, I can deliver my feeling and words. Sad... I wish this is not real... I wish this is not the truth... I just cant accept it. Should I ask why? or should I ask myself, why? Its too heavy right now...

Too much love, yet too much hurt... that was really killing me... Maybe time is a best antidote to heal our broken heart. I wish you will take care of youself and good luck on your career. I will take care myself too. Best wishes !

p/s: Missing and "Missing" all the sweet moments that we gone thru.

Shy Da Model

Okies, Sorry for long long waiting for the album release =) Hahaha. I need to touch up, I need to asking permission and also I need to work neh !! Hahaha not really much time to post this. It taking me few hours to organize and to post this. Actually it was very lucky I am able to post this album because after finish photo shooting, my memory card was corrupted... Thanks Auyong CK who help me recovered 80% of my photo. If not, I dont know how =)

Description of the album:-

• Since it was in KLCC, the album cover page should using KLCC right? Shy + KLCC =)
• The photographer of coz me and Auyong CK
• The Model as mention in the title, Shy
• It taking 2-3 Hours but we having alot difficulty with those guard in KLCC park
• We also capture some of photo at Pavilion
• Taken around 180 photo, recovered 140 photo
• Lens - Potrait Len 50mm 1.8F II
• Here only for preview, Full Album can visit My Facebook & Auyong's Blog

Cover Page of the Album

Yellow Collection

Red Collection

With Photographer =)