Friday Night

Friday night... When come to this word... We all are so excited about it... but for me... I just describe is as "Bored" because I am alone in Hainan, China. Thinking what to do in the night... Nothing just feeling wanted to go our myself to find something for dinner. Suddenly... my office door open, Zhang Wei who our China PM invite me to some farewell dinner for 1 of my China Coll here. Ohhhh I will not alone tonight...

Sharp 6pm, they call me join them for the dinner. Zhang Wei was very friendly invite us to go with his car. Nice car with nice digital indicator in the car. We are going to buy some beer for tonight... OMG he just brought 3 Box of Anchor Beer for the dinner... died... Sure drunk ZzzzZzzz

Arriving the restaurant called "Mao Jia"

Nice Decoration

Private room that able to a the call wat wat bridge
which very popular in Haikou

See their face, they just really really drunk jor...
Tell you the truth, they just friendly like Malaysian !

I was so "Mou Gu" force to be drink... they say:-

"Malaysian are good Drinker"

Some of them adding on:-

"Some more Malaysia Guys are Best Drinker"

I was -_-'' what the...

Continue with some guys speak in Chinese

"Malaysia Johntim is the best of the best Drinker"

To be prove Malaysian are not the loser... Ah... I drink and drink... 1 Glass by 1 glass...

Let me teach you something .... when you drinking in China... dont ever call them "Gan Bei" why? There are different meaning in Malaysia !!

"Gan Bei" Finish whole glasses !!
Just say "Sui Bian" meaning "Cincai" I was "Gan" by them so may glasses.

Go back around 9pm+ and sleep around 11pm... What a good sleep when half drunk hahaha

I starting to get use to my lonely life... Thanks to who dump me here... I starting enjoy my lonely lifestyle !

Smiling Outside Dieing Inside

It was me... I feeling alone at this moment... eating alone, working alone, walking alone sleeping alone everything alone now... But I still need to smiling infront of my China's Coll... sad right...

They say:-

Coll : Hi alone ah?? Cham right?
Me : Still can ok can handle. Lagi best ma... (actually my heart was lonely)
Coll : Ok la.. take if anything remember tell us
Me : Sure thing (crying in my heart)

Where I going to eat today? ermmmm Sienz, Tabao and go back watch movies eat :(

My heart just gone to no way... but lucky I still got you... you giving me confident and hope to stay here... Dont worry I will not give up so easily... I know that tomorrow will be better ! I wish you dont give up so easily too...

p/s: This weekend I going to watch TVB drama... watch watch till finish hahaha ! Cheerup Johntim aka 28

Something Stupid...

I did something stupid yesterday.... Hahaha 28 years old never use this wor... I dont know how to use this... Do you know how to use?? Normally I will use the automatic/electronic 1 and it was so easy... But it come to this... I have no idea at all...

Manual !!! -_-''

I was very blur and open it... look at the shave blade... really dont know how to use... I was slowly cut the my "misai" ouch... ouch... so pain la... How to shave??? I not even dare to put the blade near my face.... Wow so pain... No choice... Going out of the toilet and ask my room mate...

Me : Hei dude
Roommate : What up !
Me : How to use this Fxxxking blade? I have no idea...
Roommate : WTF?? 28 years old dont know how to use (laugh my ass off)
Me : -_-''

After a session of tutorial... finally I know actually the blade touch my skin... so that it able to cut my "misai" OMG =_='' (what the shame). I hate to using manual stuff.... !!

Never Enough...

Did you ask yourself this question before? I always ask myself since my 1st job... Izzit enough for what I have now? I always ask RM1.5k salary is not enough for me... if I got 2k that would be nice... but when reach higher and higher... I feel it always not enough, why? I just dont understand izzit I am too greedy and makes me always not enough?... It make me tired... tired of everything...

I will fly soon, this Sunday... what a waste of beautiful Sunday but no choice, this is my choice to work here and I should know this will happen... This trip will stay 26 days... ahhhhh 2 thing will be in my head... Miss You and Earn alot money... hahaha funny right? everything have to give and take... I know it... Just feel that is chance for me to earn abit pocket money for future.

I always asking myself... When enough? What can make me feel enough?

1) Alot of Money?
2) Alot of GF? (Just kidding hahaha 1 is enough)
3) Family?
4) Alot of Time?

When I got all of this... Money, Family and Time... It will make me feel enough??? I am not sure about it... Feeling so tired...

p/s: abit emo sorry yeah...

Delay to Haikou, Hainan

Its sound good that I not need to go China so fast (VISA not yet ready)... But it is sad that I need to go back at Sunday (25 June)... What the waste... but nevermind la... going fast leaving fast... This time I going to fly by Air Asia... Aiyoooo "Order Anything" also need to paid... I prefer China Southern Airline at least got free meal, water, beer, wine etc...

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However it is good because direct fly... I no need to transit here and there.... So happy... Somemore departure time from Haikou back to LCCT is 1055am !! OMG is AM haha morning you know? Very happy cause I no need go back so LATE... BUT... 7am need to Depart from LCCT to Haikou Airport... Meaning I need to go LCCT at 5am?? and I need to take taxi at 4am?? and wake up at 3am?? OMG ... no need sleep lor... Nevermind de... going is ok, important is back ma... I am so happy la....

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I am Sorry for the apart and I am sorry for what is happening...

Lonely Ranger II

Did you feel lonely before? I feel it now... I was in Mc D ~ Guang Zhou-Ban Yun Airport. You like to travel alone ma? I just dont like travel alone because it is very lonely and not convenient. I want to go toilet also need to bring my laptop la.. my bag la.. together... susah la...

Starting in the morning... I already travel my self from HNA Hotel to Mei Lan (Haikou Airport). Arriving airport, nothing to do... go to take Ramen... Spicy Ajisen Ramen... eh not bad you know... if you come Haikou airport and you hungry, you can try :p RMB 28.





After finish Ramen... I go ma go check-in and then start waiting at boarding gate... very SIEN ah... nothing to do and sit there like a SH... finally... 210pm and can start boarding... 6C my seat... OMG I just feel very cham... sit beside 2 Auntie so call nurse... (old 1 ok?) and Pi li Pa la... cannot stop ... Kill me please !! talk about 15 min and tired they sleep. Before landing they wake up.... talk until arrive Bai yun Airport... crazy you know... torturing me... I swear next time I will ask the Airport staff dont put me with Auntie :p hahaha


Arriving Baiyun Airport and finding place to Online... here we go... McD... normally if with my room mate sure cannot online de... (sorry ah... paiseh :p dont angry ya). Just plain lucky I able to online if not I will sien dou died :p now is 4.44pm ... still have 1 hours and 16 min....

Miss You so much here...

So Call Lengcai???

This is 2003 ... A slim 60Kg guys become 80KG using 1 years.... So fast right???... I just cant believe myself is so FAT last time... I think I just like to eat after I am working... To release pressure konon nye.... ? However fat is not a good thing... do you all agreed? 24 years old and DR say I got High Blood Pressure, OMG... I still remember is 2004... body checkup before I going to New Company.

I am very happy I can reduce 15KG (65KG now, I know I still fat hehe) but seriously I feel very good jor... I tot I will be a fat guys forever... It is very irritated that when u meet your friend they will greet you by "You fat jor wor...", "Why so fat de" ahhhh very annoying !!! At least now... when I meet my friend, they will say... "Slim jor wor"... Which very song 1 wor... hahahah I hope I can maintain my weight and hope I wont gain weight in HAINAN....

2004, 2005, 2008

True Love

Today, Reading a discussion forum about true love... very interesting... I think going to write my own feeling here... You might comments and share with me about your feeling 2.

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True love sound very very abstract right? Some of them say "True Love Is Like Ghost, Where Few Have Seen, But Everyone Talks About" which I totally agreed, everyone including me wanted to have true love in our life, do we get it?? Dont be so sure about it when you say YES.

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This one more interesting ... Some of them did mention, true love mean persistancy? tolerance? sacrifice? paying bills and credit card for you? or etc etc? Did all above consider true love? Confuse right? Even I, myself also confuse....

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There is always NO universal defination for True Love. For me is just a feeling. As I told you, it is very abstract. If you really find your true love... catch and dont let it go...

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Did I find my true love already?? and how about you??

Irritated

Did you ever tell you parent or your love 1 they are irritating you? Frankly I have never ever telling my parent and my love 1 this word after the moments I know what is care and love... I still remember... When I was small, I am always very notti and very very much... I always run away from house and go some dangerous place places. My Parent are worry so much and always asking me dont go those dangerous places. They like to call me "Ah Di"

Parents : "Ah Di ahhhhhh, you cannot go here and cannot go there..."

Sometime I got caught and been beaten by them that... hahaha that time I feel there are very irritating me... and very controlling... However when time I already be grown up so big jor, I starting to know their concern and really care for me... Did you all having such experience before? I believe some of you have the experience right? Did you ever be people father, mother or at least be husband, wife or GF/BF before? Did you care and worry your kids and love 1?

Until now, they still very much concern about me... they will always mention, dont go out so late ah, dont take those bad food, drink more water.... becareful of ur beloging and etc etc... did your parent or your love 1 tell you all the same thing before? Did all the above thing sound irritating or controlling? Ah... I personally think it is not... what you think? I think all of this come from naturally and Please remember... dont even tell ur parent and love one their cares and worries = Irritated ! That hurt them very very much...

Home

What is home actually? Do you all have your home? I define home as an environment offering affection and security for all of us... but do you like your home and always appreciate it? In China Hainan here, I see alot people just sleep beside the road or any corridor. I am not sure why they wanna sleep here... abit sad and make me home sick... I miss my home now... Appreciate your home and not forget your parent too ... Think of home, think of them, always love them as much as you can. Here I wish my mum earlier "Happy Mother's Day". Miss you !

Home is where you can say anything you please, because nobody pays any attention to you anyway

Graduation

Graduated... What a best thing in our life... I would like to congratulate for those who will graduate soon. So happy to hear that you all start working hahaha. Taste the world of working and see how your boss torture you !! Muahaha dont worry my friend. Not all boss is bad some like me and you will be a good boss right? Hahaha.

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I use to be student before... What to worry when study is Exams, Classes and some of them just worry about the tuition fees. For me, I just so lucky that I have a good father and family who support me and not forget my effort, Loan and Scholarship from some instituation. I earning to repay them, but for me parent is our life... will repay them for my life time.

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Lastly, I hope those graduator be more patient in work finding, find a good 1 and go for it... Gambateh !

Time goes by so fast

Time goes by so fast, people go in and out of your life. You must never miss the opportunity to tell these people how much they mean to you.”

The quotes make me thinking how much important is our family and friends, when we are happy we need them, of coz when you are sad we need them more... In my life, there are really friend that I wish you tell them, you are the best in my life. If you are reading my blog now, meaning I appreaciate you as my friend.

Yesterday night, hearing some bad new from friend and I would say it was really Suxx. I never know a person can hurt another so hard. It was sad story, but always not be too late to reliase that the shit thing happen. Rather than u know it when everything is too late... Am I right? I just hope everything will be alright soon and will get well soon.

Talk about my life in Haikou, Hainan. Day 31 and is Sunday, suppose I in Malaysia celebrating earliest mother day with my family... but what to do... will call my Mom and wish her Happy Mother Day. I love you Mom... Sorry and I have no choice that I need to work here... earn more money and next time give u more ok? hehehe

Me and my fellow colleagues working today because replacement leave for China Holiday on 2nd May. However I dont feel anything because I stay hotel also very sien de... Here are some photo I want to share with you...

China Southern Airline

"Very Nice" Restaurant

Night Park

Drinking Coffee with Au Yong CK Didi at Airport

In Airplane with Au Yong CK Didi

Thank, I love the watch so much even though I always forget to wear :)

May 1st

May 1st should be a rest day... but I am in the office for some work to do. China holiday on May 1, 2, 3 and 4. That great right? hahaha but I think I am not going anywhere since we are really rushing for some work. If I can faster finish it, then I can go back and enjoy my trips.

Trip back to Malaysia is very very fast, it only 4 days I come back Hainan again, Maybe is good thing because I can earn more money and can settle my debt faster but bad thing is I miss you damn much. I have spend most of the time in Malaysia by eating, doing something that I wish to do, althought time is less but our relationship getting closer.

For this trip, I still need to stay at Hainan till 16 May which coming soon right? Ah... too excited and really miss food and people in Malaysia. Day by day, 28 days already in Hainan, how many day I still need to stay here? Nobody knows... but good thing is ... I really can earn some money for clear my current debt... I think I going to do something after I clear all my debt. Trust me, it not going to be far from now ...

I know I might look SH but If I can store our happy moments in de picture...

I willing to be the one.